I couldn't sleep last night. I was such a fucktard. I kept thinking about what just happened. I can't pretend. It happened, I can't pretend. I was the spoiler of this all. :\ Ugh what the fuck. I guess it was all wrong. It took place at the wrong time. Shitanehneh. I didn't knew I'd hurt her, I never thought I would. I thought she'd be mad at me, call me up, yell at me, scream her lungs out. But she didn't, she cried. !!@#$% When I heard her voice, the sniffings & all, I guess tears just have to fall. Fuck this crap. I'm such a fucktard. Baby, I'm sorry.

Nightmares are really terrible these few nights. I'm being ohsoretarded in the nightmare. I can't believe it. Hahah. Her nightmare's worst. Shan't type it down here. Rofl. Dreams do come true, but nightmare don't, right? Okay, hopefully.

This morning, Dad was keeping Zel's bed & he said this & it woke me up, "wha, you all sleep hor, like war ah!" Roflol. I kinda agree with him la. Hahah. 'Cos usually when I wake up, my bolster would probably be laying on the floor. Hah. It's amazing how I sleep. =O! Zel's worse. She got like three bolster(one small, two big) & two stupid stufftoy dogs. Her dogs would probably be like the guard of her bed or something. It'd land at the cornors of her bed. Right, then her bolster would be, one on the floor, one around her, another on top of her pillow. & her blanket. Whao, it's all over the place. Amazing hur. :)

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REPLIES!<3
NING, Same to you too. :)
NATASHA, Same to you too, darling. :) Omg you're such a pig ok. Hahah!
AMANDA, Same to you too, darhling. :) Great year ahead!